paradoxic

2012-01-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

SO HAPPYYYYYYYY!!
I can finally fit into one size smaller!!!! FUCK YES LOLOL.
And I lost 5kg over these 3 years.... Yay better than nothing. Still very fat now so I'm still trying to slim downnnnnn argh hate skinny people. LOL kidding I just hate fats ok bye.

2012-01-01T14:36:00.000+08:00

My NYE date was greaaaaaaat!! I had so much fun hehe.
I've actually secretly moved to tumblr.... Probably since last year LOL.
I mean not much people know about it and I feel more comfortable expressing myself and stuffs.
So yup I mightttt still come here occasionally but I'm just so lazy.

So bye! May 2012 be an awesome year for us! <3

2011-12-30T15:41:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for the date tomorrow, the last day of 2011.
It's gonna give my 2011 a good and happy ending. :-)
I've been so happy these past few weeks and I'm very thankful for everything.
2012 is gonna be exciting and I am looking forward to it.

Just like what they always say, unplanned things are always better. :)

2011-12-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Shopping really makes people happy. Hahaha.

I BOUGHT A REALLY CUTE PAIR OF BROWN WEDGE BOOOOOOOOOTZ!! (ankled)
*happygurl96*

I'm too lazy to upload the picture but I set it as my wallpaper HAHAHA. See how much I adore it.
It's like extremely affordable plus super comfy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay that's the only highlight of my shopping trip with mommy.
The rest are just some tops/accessories from shops everywhere~

My cousin's bday chalet is coming up, and her theme is ~leopard printz~ LOL so I had to get some leopard print stuffsssssss.
I was lucky to find a suitable (+EFFIN CHEAP) one. It's a cropped tee and the prints arent that BOOMZ so it's very much wearable. The rest are dresses and tops which I think will look too old on my sissy. So I didnt know what to get for her. & I just got this cute leopard printed hairband for her. {:

Oh and yesterday I went to my cousin's place and we justttttttttttttttttttttttttt uh gossiped and planned her birthday and all. So yup bye. LOL

2011-11-26T20:37:00.001+08:00

I've been doing very impulsive stupid things.
I think I will regret later on in life, when I grow up.
Guess I'm still a kid. Doing things without thinking of the consequences and how it would haunt me later.
It's like I already know it's very wrong but I pretend that I don't and just be oblivious of it and continue what I'm doing.

Again, and once again.

You know the feeling when you want to stop, tried to scream for help, but nobody can hear you. So since nobody cares, nobody will be there, you might as well continue drowning yourself with all the drugs that can at least make you feel good. For awhile.

P.s. Nope please don't take it literally I'm not on drugs.

2011-11-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

This week has been pretty boring. Didn't do anything productive. Kind of getting tired of korean dramas already... I didn't even watch the last two ep of it cos it was so gonna be the typical ending. Within my expectations. No fun~
I would prefer gossip girl still. But they are updating so slowwwwly I'm only at ep7 of s5. They update like, once a week? And it's so annoying.
K enough of showz.

Going out to ecp tmr! Praying hard that it wouldn't rain. If not we will just go to someone's house and have another horror movie marathon. Hahaha.
Okay I can't wait!!
Then I'm gonna work for three Fridays. Starting this week! Yay it's pretty good i think. Just teaching the small kiddos some art :D Plus it's with my friends so it should be enjoyable. Fun with $$$ YAY.
And next Monday I will be out too...
Sigh.

After the Chem eoy I told myself I would start revising at the start of dec. But now I'm just like... I haven't even touch that stack of shitty homework. :(

ARGH. Can't help procrastinating.

2011-11-19T13:58:00.001+08:00

Hello I'm still alive. But sad. Idk why. I've just been really sad lately. It's like the first emotion I feel every morning when I wake up and the last one before I sleep.

:-(

Oh well so I have been spending alot of time surfing the net, watching a whole lot of dramas. I can complete one show of 16 eps in like two days. Then I will spam alot of romance/tragedy movies. Then after I'm tired sitting in front of the computer, I would lay in my bed and start fiddling with my phone, youtubing, going to prank on people on omegle...... LOL.

Such a waste of time......
Oh right to also distract myself from all the sadness, I have also been drawing/shading alot lately. Fine not alot. Just, some. LOL.

Haha this is the earliest one. I think it was my first and since then I have been enjoying it. {:

Some random heart in my chem textbook.

Haha did this when I was studying for chinese. :) It was my first experience with roses and red pen. Haha.

I was about to do an owl nail art. Then Idk how I ended up drawing it instead. Hahaha

Did this when I was angry. LOLLLLLLL. I didnt have the patience to finish it. The edges and all the final sketches are not done.

Leafy. Why does it look kinda sad?

I was thinking of doing a bow nails after I'm too lazy to do the owl one, it's too tedious

This was the result. LOL the dots are such a fail. I was doing this while watching the drama. And crying. HAHA the scenario is so funny now to think about it.

Did this awhile back. Kinda blur. But hopefully the angry bird can still be recognised. Hee. {:

2011-10-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

From 12 o'clock, clockwise: Nicole, Mine, Rosa, Nikki, Celine
Hehehe this was all done by Celine at her house the other day. ^^

♥♥♥

On Melissa's bday :)

Teehee her present from us :)

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Haha all these are just random.
Life after the big papers has been pretty good.
Alot of relaxing, slacking and just basically doing nothing in particular.

Now that CCA resumes, it's starting to get slightly busier again.
& that I've decided to take my gr8 exam next year omgosh. Alot of time management needed.

For now I just wanna do nothing and have fun. (Wait does it make sense? K you know what I mean)

Okay bye.

2011-10-13T11:03:00.000+08:00

Celine, Melissa, Rosa, Nicole, Me, Nikki :)

Hi peeps I'm back! Yeah it's been a pretty long time after all those mugging & exams..........

After our Physics paper, Melissa, Nikki, Nicole, Rosa and me went to Celine's house to bake. Came all the way to Marsiling for the ingredients when actually everything was available somewhere nearer to her house, haha but it's okay.

So we reached her house and slacked for awhile first.

She switched on her laptop and we started watching Final Destination V.

Omg it was mad goryyyyyyyyyyyyyy. We just kept screaming even when the actual gory scene is not here. Like when they foreshadowing about it. Hahaha all our reactions were epic and hilarious.

After that we started baking and we kept thinking back about the scenes in FD5. If the oven would just explode and all of us would die, or if the mixer would suddenly go insane and kill all of us, or idk! Eletric shock..... whatever. We went on being paranoid about every single thing. Hahahah it was hilarious.

Our soft-baked cookies turned out to be some cookish-cake, where the top is crispy and hard but the bottom and insides tasted like sponge cake. Hehe but it was still delicious!

Then Celine baked muffins using the same ingredients, and she added honey too! Nomz it was naize.

After that Melissa had to leave and we just chat among ourselves and Celine started painting my toes and suddenly there was queue behind me and all of the rest got theirs painted too!

Hehe it was a really fun day! :D

On Wednesday after our oral, Melissa, Celine, Nikki, Matin, Nicole, Rosa, Angguan went to amk to have our lunch @Mos, where Nik&Matin first held their hands! HEHE. After being teased by Angguan.

They were so cute and sweet! ^^

Then Celine and Rosa left for school for their chinese oral and the rest stayed for a little longer.

We went to buy the tix for Real Steel and went back to school.

Gossiped with Ms Chua, and some other teachers...

Then we went to the library and chatted for abit and slept awhile until the library closed for their lunchbreak.

Angguan and Matin soon left.

When Celine and Rosa was done with their oral we were almost late for the movie!

The movie starts at 2.15pm at amk but it was like 2pm when we were still in school! So all of ran super unglamly LOL and we even wanted to jaywalk but Ms Chin was behind us warning us not to do that hahah it was so funny and the moment the light almost turn green we already dashed across the road.

Omg it was super embarrassing.

Even when we reached amk we had to runnnn cos we still havent take the free drinks for the movie LOL and there were 6 of us = 6 drinks!

HAHA I kept laughing when we were running it was super funny.

Luckily when we reached the theatre it was still commercial time. Yay! Cuz none of us wanna miss the start.

The movie was really great! Exciting and touching.

Love the super cool robot boxing.

It's like a whole new idea!! Hehe.

When there was this kissing scene the immature guys were like gushing over it and cracking lame stuffs so Nicole went super loudly,

"Never see before meh."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Omg this Nicole ah, love her too much.

K so after that we went to take a group picture, had Yami Yoghurt and home sweet home. :)

2011-10-04T15:22:00.000+08:00

Language papers down, as well as Emath P1 and SS.
I tried changing the way I did my SS. Because I always don't have the time to finish. I left out conclusion for both seq, and I almost finish the whole paper, left the last sentence to link. So it was pretty good for that part, but while i was doing qn d, the qn that sums for sbq, I realize all my inference was wrong... :( but it was too late to change. So afterall it's still a boo. -.-

Tmr is lit and emath paper 2 and I'm still here -.- it should one of the most _____ revision. I still feel so slack even in the midst of eoy -.- I was like sleeping so much, playin with my phone, watching drama... I think I only spend at most like 2-3h studying for a day.
Ohmy I'm gonna regret this. Well I always do. Like I said I wanted to finish my Chrysalids in the June hols. But I finished it just two days before my lit paper. Plus it's not even from the start. Now I'm thinking, ok I will just fail this time round and do better next year..
Lol someone slap me awake.

And history I haven't touched it. There's three essays!!! An I'm planning to finish it just a day b4 the paper -.-
My amaths too.

WHAT AM I DOING.

I was like telling my sister, wow if this goes on (my procrastination and laziness) I think I'm gonna fail badly.
And she was just like Aiya fail lor, it's just the eoy.

And come to think of it, it's really just the eoy.
So all the stress is quite pointless.
Right. K I shall work harder next year then! LOL.

2011-09-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

I need to stop expecting too much to avoid getting disappointed again and again. Stay neutral and just follow whatever comes along. Don't expect. It leads negatively.
It's much better if it comes inexpectedly.....

2011-09-11T20:47:00.000+08:00

My weekend for the sept holidays was pretty awesome. 80% of fun and playing and 20% mad rushing for undone homework.
On saturday morning I had my piano lesson then I went ho, quickly took a bathe and head to town (again) with my cousin and sissy.
We had alot fun walking around, gossiping, shopping............
Went home @ around 9pm and my cousin followed us back home to stay over because I told her my sister had a super eggciting story to tell, only if she come for a stayover. (HAHA scheming me)
Curiosity killed her so she had no choice but to come over ;)

Sleepover was fun too, alot of gossiping, sharing of secrets etc etc.
The next day was supposed to be a 'work day' for 3 of us because all of us had work to do!! My sis had to study for her test, she had some portfolio to do, and I have all the holiday homework.
Sis was super hardworking, me and cuz was just like super distracted.......... youtubing after 5 mins, painting our nails, walking and fooling around. Just doing random weird things LOL until my sis was kind of irritated she went into the room.
And after we got bored we went back to work, which was worst so we went to the room and disturb my sis. HAHA.
So she went back at around 5pm and thats when I start on my chinese compo LOLLLL. But I needed music so I was spamming Avril's and doing them at the same time. It was pretty good (productivity).
And then....... obviously I got distracted again and I scribbled crap, finished them, went on to Gossip Girl.
HEHE.

Okay I know I know. All these fun and play has to s.t.o.p. I still left maths english and shit I havent finish my ss k bye

2011-09-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

I blog about the most private things and emo shitass disgusting things on tumblr.....
AND IT IS EXPOSED WT@#$%^&!.

okay anyway, I've been feeling super lazy these days.......
The last few days of my holidays are the suckiest because it's when I always rush all the undone homework.
But I just wasted one whole day again (Gossip Girl is finally available hehe), even after telling myself I need to stop lazing aroundddddddddd.
In just a blink it's a freaking friday night already.

Saturday (In an hour) is fully booked so I'm left with sunday. Eww this is gross. Guess I still need to rush a few compos even school begins. (and this is the suckiest shit ever)

I just don't wanna do my homeworkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH.

2011-09-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

I had maths remedial in school yesterday and I was late super late! I was so touched when Melissa waited for me even when I told her not to, awww. ^^ and angguan too, unwillingly though. HAHA. After that we were like 15mins late all because of me omg. But luckily Ms Chua is the best maths teacher ever. Hehe.

After it all ended, Melissa, Nikki, Angguan and I went to cwp for a movie.
We watched "The Cat" and it was like my virgin horror movie in a theatre!! I was pretty scared at first. But I kept having the mindset that I paid for the tix so I mustn't cover my eyes or anything.

Of course I did..... And it was getting on my nerves because I really wanna watch the scary parts!!!
There was this hilarious part that happened to me in the theatre.
Me: Eh Angguan must stop me from covering my eyes when the scary part comes ok. Dont wanna waste my tix.
Angguan: So aunty. Okokay.
*scary part comes*
Me: Wtf *covers eyes and scream*
Walau okay that'll be the last time.
THEN IMMEDIATELY THE NEXT SECOND THE HEAD APPEARED BELOW THE BLANKET.
*scream the loudest ever and covers eyes even though I saw everything*

Now imagine it. SO SCARY RIGHT.

It really scared me wth because I wasn't prepared for it!!!!!!!! The rest are just fine because I was either covering my eyes and asking ag to tell me what's showing and what's going on or I'm already prepared for sth that's coming so it's not that bad.

The whole movie wasnt that scary because the plot wont haunt me. It's a little girl afterall. Hmm okay won't be a spoiler but it's just the loud effects and suddenly bloody weird gory images that appeared are shocking...

It was like pg13 on the movie posters but before we entered the theatre it says it's nc16. All of us tried to be remain calm and pretend nth happen. ONLY MELISSA. She went "HUH?!?!?" So loudly!!!!! Omg really wanna slap that girl (HAHA KIDDING)

Then okay there's alot of other hilarious stuffs that happen during the movie..... LOL. So my first horror movie is pretty fun and interesting and scary.

After that Nikki and Mel left and we stayed for dinner at Hot Tomato.
A rough summary.. We saw June, Gossiped about people around us, people we know, shared secrets, finished dinner, he went to buy a yami shake, bought banana cake @ toastbox for my sissy, took a bus, reached home @ 8 and I slept really early.

Put me on a bed of roses

2011-09-04T16:41:00.007+08:00

I went to the try the exam room for my piano yesterday. Oh gosh even when it was just a trial, I was damn nervous already!!! And I'm super not used to it.

After that I met my mum at Lot 1 to have our lunch/dinner.

It was a pity I couldn't go to Melissa's flea yesterday, hope it went well!! :)

I kind of don't want the Sept hols to come, because all good things will end :( It also marks the start of all the mugging for the EOYs, omg this sucks..............

2011-09-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

Mini spam of pictures to make up for the previous posts hehe.

After whitespace~

Mel, Nikki, Me, Celine, Marilyn ^^

Day out to Orchard/Somerset with Nikki, Celine, Melissa. :)

So it was a really fun day with the girls. We camwhored everywhere hehe then we took Neos at cin, walked around, had frolick, had lunch at Somerset, camwhored again in the handicapped toilet while Nikki's on the phone and while i forgot who was pee-ing LOLOL. We went to scape and entered some quiet nobody-knows-what-mall and camwhored again.
After a pretty long time Cel's cam had no more battery and she had to go for her tuition. So we decided to go home too! Camwhored with Mel on the way back agnz keke fun fun fun fun.

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Last day of school! (/teachers day) We were released at 10am HAHA so lucky ^^ I was actually gonna meet Xh Josh Denise to go to WC's house (since they were released later) after I finish lunch with my classmates, but I ended up hanging with them till too late so in the end didnt get to meet them! /:

Okay I didnt take any pictures that day, it's all from Nikki's cam. And she didnt take more appropriate pictures so....... only these two. LOL.

It was quite a hilarious outing fooling around with Angguan disturbing scandy Mel and Paul HAHA. And newlywed Martinik. ;D plus Cel&Jr.
So um we went to have a Jap buffet at Somerset. At first we had to wait till 11.30am and all of us were damn hungry already.
After all the ohmnoms we walked to Orchard. Gossiped and made a nuisance of ourselves LOLOL okay but it was fun. ^^

K that's about it bye!

I'm having my piano exam on tuuuuuuuuuuuesday ohmygawsh wish me luck.

2011-08-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

I'm shedding too much blood. My womb hurts.

Just kidding. But srsly. Ouch. I can't move.

2011-08-30T18:39:00.000+08:00

I was about on my computer to poop a post since I've got pictures with me keke. (using phone nao)
And then I saw this bee buzzing over the window near the comp and I was seriously freaked out and accidentally swore. The worst thing is, NOBODY'S AT HOME. So I dropped everything and rushed into my room and closed the door.

Hence another pictureless post.

Shall sum up what I've been doing the past few days in point form.

• bought a new wallet hehehe imma happy gurl.
• shopped with mah sissy
• discovered a new epic variety show, 2PM SHOW!!! Omg the cute boys are seriously mad hilarious
• went out with da girls @ orchard
• stayed home and slacked
• practiced the piano. I'm super worried for my upcoming exams omg. I think I'm gonna fail. Ok no I really hope I dont.

K idk what to do I can't play it correctly no matter what.

2011-08-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

I hate facebook.

It's getting on my nerves these days. 90% of the stuffs there are just.... So crappy and useless. And it just made me hate people more. Not hate. Just very annoyed..

I shall try to stop going to fb for awhile... And see if my life gets better. LOLOL.

About dance... I'm always dreading every single lesson. Feel like telling Ms Tang truthfully that I don't feel like going there anymore.... I'm not quitting, just stop permanently, like the sec 4s, how they are excused now. I don't wanna force myself going there...

Sigh sigh sigh.

K shall try and talk to her tmr. Omgggggggggggggggg.

And I'm so bored......

2011-08-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

Everytime somebody say they are going out with their family, I almost forgot what it feels like. Then the image of a big group of old and young people together pops out in my head. For a moment I didnt understand why they have to go out every weekend. My first reaction was, whut again? Then I suddenly remembered I used to go out with my family every weekend too. It was like a weekly routine. You don't even need a reason to head out. It can be very impromptu at times.
Haven't seen him since Feb. Idk where he is & what he is doing. Didnt even talk to him at all. Almost forgot I actually have a dad.
I want him to drive me to and from school again...

2011-08-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

Taman camp, we looked so dirty and muddy and oily and idk but I miss it alr. :(

I just disabled my archives. People have been telling me they actually read them omg -.- I can't even stand reading them how can you?!? Can't believe I was so gross and twitty and childish and idk. Haha okay actually it's not like I'm any better now. Everytime I re-read even the previous post I'll be like, what eww.

And I realised my looks is always changing. Like I look different every month I swear.
I wanted to copy and paste the pic I posted in the past but i can't even look at them for two seconds.

I was like obese in primary one HAHA all the way till............... um....... now -_- okay this is getting depressing.

Okay I'm fat now but I was much much chubbier and fatter in the past.

Sucks my cough is back is it because of my fats k I've other things to do bye *abrupt ending*

Internal conflict

2011-08-15T22:32:00.001+08:00

Need to keep reminding myself that I'm still very young and there's a whole lot more in life that's gonna happen. I'm going to meet more people, so much more unexpected pleasant surprise is going to come and this, everything right now, is definitely not the end.

It's been almost a year. I need to move on. It has been on and off like that so many times. All due to being indecisive. Whether I should or should not. I always say go with the flow~ Just accept what comes. But I realized a problem. Go with the flow by forcefully saying no so I get used to it, or go with the flow just silently commit? This is like a Sophie's choice, where both sucks.

2011-08-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HEHEHE I AM FINALLY BACK ON THE COMP AFTER SO LONG.

So I think this empty space is really in need of pictures. (Previous posts are all from my phone so I cant post 'em)

Btw, the star I drew on my face ^ ^ ^ My mum thought it was the skin of the grape wtfghjks because I was like eating them. -___________________-

-Random pictures-

National day! The colour came out so pretty but Melissa is blocked!!!!!! Argh she always is! :(

But it was kind of a stupid day I didnt wanna go to school but I needed to pass up my compo @#$%^&*!

Blur D: (took this from Nikki ^^)

Hehe this is when me and Mel were super bored in English class. Oh gosh it's not even boring, it's just purely clueless about what he is talking about until you don't feel like listening plusssssssss the atmosphere of the class is just so quiet and dark which kind of makes us sleepy~

I've been drinking this during the period I'm sick. Tasted really horrible the first time. but after that I was kind of addicted hehehe.

Forgot to ask for syrup, had a hard time trying to get them in me. At first i dissolve them into warm water but it took damn long and it such a hassle. After that I just chew them like candy and swallow it. LOL.

yay Kar En bought this for me <3 <3 <3

Mugging for Amaths :( wth I lost like 11 marks already. Ahhhhhhh whatever.

Screwed Chem, Physics, Hmt, Amaths, Lit already.

Omg lolllllllllllllllllllllll okay nvm it's not bothering me that much this time. I didnt really study so I kind of expected it. I think I will only feel demoralised when I know I studied but it turns out @#$%^&!

So................ EOY is coming very soon I WILL START MUGGING TMR.

Omg if only that will happen......................

2011-08-10T11:09:00.002+08:00

There's something wrong with me.

2011-08-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

I'm so fat I'm exploding

2011-08-09T10:49:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm such a loner I went back home straight aft national day cel and I highly doubt that I will go out anywhere for the next two days. *escalates into wails*

K this means I can study better. NOT.
Wth I haven't been studying at all. Just lazing around and doing nothing productive. Seriously!!! I can't believe it myself either. LOOK WHAT I'M DOING NOW. Omg why bitch why can't I concentrateeeeeeeeee.

And my piano exam is in a month. I'm still not good enough yet. Gosh so many things to do!

Gah, this time last year, so many things happened. Good ones. Miss the pretty memories. :(
I WANNA TURN BACK TIME WHERE IS DORAEMON.

2011-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

My cough is getting on my nerves. I have no idea how it happened. It's like dry and just itches my throat whenever I breathe. In school is still fine, but when it gets later at night it's really so bad I cough for every breath I take. And I tried controlling it but the muscles at my throat just force me to cough. I can't sleep at night. The coughs just kept coming it's so irritating and noisy and it disturbs my sleep!!! I even tried taking super small breath or holding my breath for awhile but it cant last cos it's so suffocating so the moment I take another breath I end up coughing again.

Cough syrup, honey, drinking water, lozenges... All tried but nothing worked! Grrrr it has been more than a week already.

2011-07-31T14:12:00.000+08:00

This week has been pretty unproductive. Was sick for a couple of days, didn't even attend thanksgiving. /:

So many things happening to me, around me, to my friends, around my friends....
Everything's so complicated grrrr.

It's so hard to keep things simple.

Omg I wanna go to Paris and just, slack.

K too much of dreaming bye.

2011-07-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

Personality test.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Hmmmmmmm. Interesting. LOL.

2011-07-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

Down with a fever. :(
It's been so long since I'm sick and now it feels really horrible. Aching from head to toe, slept the whole day. Feeling super warm inside and ridiculously cold on the outside. :(
AND MY THROAT. Ow kill me now I can't even talk.

Okay I'm going to sleep again. But it'll take so long cos the head hurt like asdfghjkl I wanna use avada kedavra on myself.

2011-07-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

Even if your love is one-sided, you still can be happy. It's not always a bad thing. ^^

Hehe two dose of happy pills today. *grins*

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows P2

2011-07-24T09:54:00.000+08:00

Went to watch HP final with Mel last night. FINALLY (I'm able to watch), and sadly, it all ended :(

We were both hungry so we went up to have our lunch cum dinner @ fishmatten. ^^

Weehee the yummeh cream soup.

Melissa's share. Grilled fish.

Moi salmon ohmnomnom.

Okay we were trying to look like we are not taking pictures HAHA failure in attempt.

In the bra fitting room LOL we were trying to find somewhere with good lighting and private to camwhore. So I took one and went in to try and Mel followed HAHAHA

ikr good lighting.

My arm is like glowing.

This was in the movie theatre when the movie finally ends. Sobx. I knowwwwwwwww quality sucks.

Outside timezone.

One last picture outside cwp before we say goodbye!

Okay the movie was madly awesome.
I won't mind watching it again, to make sure I catch everything they say.
Omg I cried so many times not only cos of the plot and people died, at the same time I was thinking about how everything is going to end, the movie, the whole series................ *wails loudly*

Okay it was a good day I had fun he he he bye!

2011-07-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

Ewwwwwwwwwwwww so disgusted.

Nvm that. Kay just an update of my life.
Nothing much, just running around having fun hehe.

Witnessed so many kinds of peeps in such a short time. Really understanding people, indecisive ones, the grossly fakes, disgusting and only eww can be said kind, people who just talk empty words, unexpectedly nice ones, so mysterious almost creepy kind, wtf-is-your-problem type, two headed snakes, innocent angels, the omg-okay-I-see-your-yucky-true-colours, the 100% lose faith I can never trust you again, the contradicting -wth you said this and you are doing this- people, loyal ones, and totally cute ones LOL.

And those omg luckily I didn't trust you in the first place if not I will be your next victim kind.

Not forgetting jerks bastards sluts and whores.

Okay seems like it turned out to be a ranting post. But seriously. Everybody I know in lower sec was so nice. I thought I was so lucky to meet such nice people and never experience or come across really despicable people or anyt.
But when I come to sec 3.. Why is everyone so fake. Or not meaning what they say. Or whatever they do there's an intention behind.

Starting to see how the real world works.... But it's so scary. :(

2011-07-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

Feel like dyingggggggggggggg.
So embarrassed~~~~ omg kill me now.

But still, giggles x1000000000000000000000 LOL

Okay still feel dying.

2011-07-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

OMG
CAN
I
SCREAM
NOW

Why so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Like a cute bunny kekeke

Ok swimming in a pool of pure joy nao

Just kidding.
But seriously. I almost died.

Fiction in fiction in fiction

2011-07-17T15:22:00.002+08:00

Wishful thinkings; mindless dreaming.
Expect, hope, eventually led to disappointment.
Moronic from the start, but didn't care, didn't mind, and continued being senseless in her own blissful world.
Should have moved on long ago, but was blinded by all her own lies, that she'd missed so many good things around her already.
Realized what she should actually do, or should have done, but refused to.

So.......
Escape cruel reality, smiling at all the fictional scenes,
or face all the hard truth crying?

2011-07-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

Today I found out and saw how everyone can be such a disgusting liar. Okay I take back everyone. Most of the least and most likely people.
So much of pretence just to let people put their guard down and taking chance to get what they want. Why, bitch why? *Says it with Luan Legacy's accent and anger*
Acting like ydgaf, but deep down you are the one who did the most.

Grossssssssssssssss what is happening to society. Must it be that competitive?
Seeing two faced peeps, lying without blinking or feeling a sense of guilt. It's so scary......

And another thing, guys are liars and they can't be trusted. None of them can be relied on 100%. Maybe 97%, but def not a hundred.
But of course they are still immature now. We all are. Can't expect too much.
Just live like how a teenager should. Breaking rules, running away, admiring and stalking all the cuties, laugh with your friends and just have fun.

2011-07-11T18:50:00.000+08:00

1. Chinese oral o tmr. Wish me luck. I am like the last one($&@%%^#¥£€!!!) I need alot of them(luck).

2. History class test. Didn't know about it at all, didn't study.

3. Spam of class tests week. So little time.

4. Common test coming soon!!! TOO SOON.

5. Piano Exam. 3 pieces 88% done (cos i kinda enjoy them) but... I HAVEN'T TOUCH AURAL AT ALL. So many singing needed so many use of listening, memorising of *ancient* periods composers italian/french terms.. And my scales.... are super bad. Had borderline pass the previous exam alr.

So many things to do. So little time. Or maybe it's just laziness.

Okay bye. Idk where to start.

2011-07-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

1. Unfriendly
2. Straightforward
3. Mean
4. Greedy
5. Racist
6. Judgemental
7. Lazy
8. Liar
9. Low self-esteem
10. Afraid
11. Rude
12. Badass idgaf attitude
13. Biased
14. Jelly bitch
15. Insecure

2011-07-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

I know.. :(

Karma is gonna slap my face pretty soon. Or in the future.

I. Need. To. Stop. This. Shit.

BUT I CANT HELP IT OMG.

2011-07-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

It's not as easy as it is said.

Sometimes people still think of those who never thought of them before. They might never even crossed their minds for a sec.

A leopard never changes its spots

2011-07-07T19:04:00.001+08:00

Love everyone and stop hating.
Freedom feels good.

Moved on.

2011-07-04T13:55:00.000+08:00

Hi. Life's good.

Okay not really. Everytime when something good happened, a villain has to appear to spoil it.
But of course the cycle repeats. Rainbow appears and everyone is happy again.
Very much cliche, but really, everything happens for a reason. Whether good or bad.

Omg so much has happened in a blink....
That I haven't got the time to breathe yet.

Being a Christian is so tiring.
So many rules to follow. And when I break them, I have to pray and start all over again. I follow like a good girl and break again.
Now it gets so frequent I'm so sick of following already. I know it's bad.... But it's really tiring.
Now I see all the super devoted Christians who used to mentor me all starting to give into temptations. I wonder if there's actually nothing wrong in the first place.

After all, no one really knows what is right.

2011-06-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hehe apparently first day of school was pretty enjoyable.
I kinda looked forward to it. But of course it's because of seeing my friends.
It's been so long since I have this forward looking feeling to school.

2011-06-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

There's so much that happened for the past few weeks! I know I havent been posting for realy long already. I was so lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. &I doubt I have the time to post when school starts anymore. Okay so here it goes! :)

Shall start with the making of Ms Chong's wedding card!
Okay so we went to Celine's to do it, she has plenty of really cool art materials. ^^

Some selective pictures! Hehehe it was pretty fun with the girls. Alot of chatting and gossipz HEHE. So our work are like, okay we still accomplished them but we took superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr long on one page. After each finished our own page it's like already 6++ when we started damn early LOL.

Okay the actual wedding day!!!!!!!!!! Hehe we were all so eggcitedddddddddddd.

Okay so this was after the ceremony already, (when all the vows are done, rings exchanged, kissed, HAHA)
weeeeeeeee gave her a hug when I saw her and she gave this face when Marilyn took a pic!!!!!!
Haha why Ms Chong so cute onez.

Pretty bride Ms Chong

Marilyn & me. :)

Melissa :)

Nikki Melissa Celine Carin Marilyn :)

Bitch Angguan. :)

Jerald :)

How Yi and Melissa :)

Clique with sick and crazy people. Eh wait Haowei not inside.

Everyone who went :)

After the wedding we (Me Melissa Celine Marilyn Nikki Angguan Jerald How Yi and Hao Wei joined us) left at around 4pm and headed to Nex.
Ate at Crystal Jade and caught Green Lantern.
Ryan Reynolds is just omg. He's hot. Really.
And Blake Lively was damn pretty. How can she be so perfect!! Omg.
So the two of them are like super good together. <3

Hehehe I had alot of fun with them. They are so funny and stupid and sick but really nice people. Hehehe.

Okay next is the snowcity trip!!!!!!!
With the same people! :D I think we were really bonded ever since camp, hehe I'm glad. :)

Yay we look colourful HAHA. Pretty and really nice people. I feel blessed. <3

*Attempt to look popular by squeezing in the middle* Kidding. Okay we are all buddyz alrightttt. Why must some bitch pull my pony zomg.

I'm glad this was inverted. HAHA.

Okay so we all met at Jurong East Mrt Station. I was SUPER LATE. But I was the first to reach -.-
Okay then um we walked to Science Centre and the guys had their lunch there. There were no seats available in Mac so they took away and we all hung around outside and camwhore! HEHE.
I kept forcing them to finish eating so they can help us take pictures. LOL.
*Oh oh btw! Pictures credits to Melissa's cam. :)

Then there was this lost wallet. And Angguan was so kind to firstly look at her ezlink and the neoprints inside and check out her facebook. LOL then Marilyn and Celine gave to the stuffs at MacDonalds (how can such kind people exist I wouldnt have bothered, or maybe I would just leave it there..) And we continued camwhoring HAHA.

Okay then we um head to snowcity!
Started trying on all the jackets but the only size available is L and XL. It was damn big lah okay.
But it was put to good use. kinda kept us even warmer. Hehe somemore can hide your hands inside. Damn cold.

Okay so we kept sliding, changed partners, 9 of us hid in the igloo together HAHA it was epic this kid started throwing snowballs inside omg it was so funny because we couldnt get out yet! And so i think s/he was sort of throwing tantrum LOL.
9 secondary students bullied by a small kid.

Then again we squeezed into the ''cable car'' and started some confession session. HAHA.
another uber cute kid came inside and Angguan started hugging him like some paedophile omg. But it was so heart warming aw.

We started sliding again~ At first they do not allow 9 people to slide together, I think it's too many and a little dangerous. But for the final one they allowed us to slide altogether yay yay yay. At first everyone was interlocked together but after everyone was seperated and we slid everyone LOL it was so funny omg.

We headed to Lot 1 to have dinner at Siam Kitchen and home sweet home!

Hehehe it was mad fun. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 (a heart for everyone!)

2011-06-24T15:12:00.001+08:00

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Getting started..

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Nope :)

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
Can't remember.. My girlfriends. :)

5) Do you regret it?
Haha definitely not!

6) Have you ever been depressed?
Of course...

7) Are you a boy or girl?
Girl.

8) What you thought of when you first thought about him?
Haha so many funny moments.

9) What is your relationship status? Single :)

10) How do you want to die?
Die of laughter.

11) What did you last eat?
Subwayyyyy yumz.

12) Played any sports?
Is dance considered?

13) Do you bite your nails ?
Nope. Gross.

14) When was your last physical fight?
Hmmm.. Few days back when I bitch slap Ang Guan.

15) Do you have an attitude?
I think so.

16) Do you like someone?
Maybe. Idk. Hahaha.

17) What is your real name?
Koh Carin

19) Are you gonna get high later?
I doubt so... High moments are over. Just came back. Tired.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Don't think so. At most I'll just bitch about them. Hate is too strong.

21) Do you miss someone?
Probably. Just crossed my mind once in awhile and some flashbacks.. Considered?

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Twirl.

23) Do you tan a lot?
Nope. I avoid as much as possible hehe.

24) Have any pets?
Hamsterz

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Tired tired tired~~~

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Duhhhhhh.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
Hmmm maybe.

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Doubt so haha idk.

29) Are you scared of spiders?
YES.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
I'll go back in time and change it but I can't. So if the chain is on your door, I'll understand.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Most definitely.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
No plans. No one is free. Went out everyday in the weekdays alr. Tireddddd. Just wanna sleep as much as possible and switch my body clock back before school starts. Now it's damn screwed. I went to bed at 3, I sleep at 4. I went to bed at 10.30pm, I sleep at 3am. Kill me.

33) Do you want to have kids?
Yessss. :)

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
Nope.

35) Do you type fast?
Maybe. But what's the rush. LOL.

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
Uh 3.

37) Want any more?
Doubt so. Like ahlian only. :x

38) Can you spell well?
Haha I don't think so. :x

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yeah sure I do.

40) What are you craving right now?
More than enough sleep.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
Campfire considered? :P

43) Have you ever been on a horse? Nope.

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? No hahaha won't it be damn shaky and it'll be so awkward LOL.

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Hmmm idk. Probably.

46) Have you ever been cheated on? Yeah.

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Think so.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yeah I dont mind actually.

50) What should you be doing?
Homework. But I can't be bothered.

51) What’s irritating you right now?
Me not getting enough sleep.

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Guess so. It's pretty stupid.

53) Does somebody love you?
Hehe I hope so.

54) What is your favorite colour?
Red. (Y)

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Omg yes. LOL.

57) Do you have trust issues?
Used to. But now I have really great friends.

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yupyup :)

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Nope.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Can't remember...

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Hmmm I think it's okay to give a second chance. If the person doesn't appreciate then it's too bad. I'm not in the wrong.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
Omg yes!!!!

C67) What was your child hood nickname?
All kinds of animals .. -.-

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No!!

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yup definitely. Everything. :)

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Hmmm texting?

73) What is bothering you?
I need more sleep. When school starts I won't get to sleep anymore. :(

74) Have you ever been out of your province?
Yeah.

75) Do you play the Wii?
Nope.

76) Are you listening to music right now?
No haha.

77) Do you like Chinese food?
Hmm it depends. But it's fine.

78) Do you know your fathers b- day? Yeappp. :)

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Yessssssss don't leave me alone. :(

80) Is cheating ever ok?
Depends on the situation.

81) Are you mean?
Yeah. Sometimes I'm too straightforward. :x

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Nope. HAHA.

84) Do you believe in true love?
You make the person your true love :) Heard something like that in Ms Chong's wedding. It made so much sense. It's like so cliche when everyone says just wait for "The One", but actually you are suppose to make the person you met, your "the one", and love him for who he is. Not a checklist kind of thing. Haha.

88) Do you like the outside?
Yeah. But sometimes home is still the best :)

89) Are you currently bored?
Sleepy. I'm going to sleep after this.

90) Do you wanna get married?
Yessss.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Hehe yes. :) sweet.

92) Are you hungry?
Nope.

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Hmmm....

94) What makes you happy?
Every little nice things.

95) Would you change your name?
Nope. I'm happy with mine.

96) Ever been to Alaska?
Nope.

98) Do you watch the news?
Uhhhh not religiously.

99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Aries.

100) Do you like Subway?
Just had them. Hehe yessss. I like to spam the veggies HAHA.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
No HAHA :x

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Hmmm still stay as bestfriends. It's nice to have a bestfriend of the opposite sex. Haha.

103) Do you talk like your friends?
No I'm unique HEHE.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Yesssss!!

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yupppppp :D

107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Uh J.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Yes. Please dont smoke.

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Hehe J. Okay la not considered deep. It was just a very long one. We talked till 4+am! I even woke at 9am... TT OMG I REALLY NEED MORE SLEEP.

110) Favourite lyrics right now?
Nothing's gonna change my love for you. I prefer Khalil Fong's version. More modern hehehehe super nice.

111) Can you count to one million?
Nope.

After this, tag 20 of your friends to pass this on ;)

Haha K tagged me. But fb is too... Public. LOL.

2011-06-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

Really hate it when somebody text you and then their replies are like short as though they expect you to start something to talk about.
Bitch you should think about it and strike a conversation. Not me?! You are the one who started texting me okay.

Yuck boring people.

And don't complain behind my back when I don't start texting you first. If you really want to talk to me, just freaking text me first! How the hell would i know if you're waiting for my text?! -.- it's also not my job to always text you.. And if it's because you dk how to start, gosh.
You can start in ANYWAY. Hey, hello, hi, yo, I'm bored. Okay wait 'I'm bored' cannot, that is your problem don't expect me to entertain you, I can only accompany you by talking to you, provided you don't give short replies and expect me to keep replying (refer to top)
I'm bored can only be used when you are really interested in texting.

AND, don't reply replies like, um I don't know what to say alr OR Idk what to reply lol

It makes things damn awkward! How am I suppose to reply?!?! If you dk, then just shut up and don't reply! Or attempt to end the convo like k see ya soon or whatever.

2011-06-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

I just had dance today! And it was.... /: alright. A lil boring...........

I miss the syf period. The toughest but contain the most fun! ^^

Now without the graduating seniors there's just something missing.. :(

Had a good run after dance!

Ran with Ami and Xan. Shouldn't run with boys man they are crazy.

Okay at least I felt satisfied for completing 7 rounds! ^^

At the yck Mrt station there was like this creepy uncle. I just randomly turned my head and he was staring and smiling at me. Gosh I was seriously freaked out. It was really damn scary okay.

Luckily yishun train is the next one and I can skip that and avoid the creepy ahpeh.

I love tumblr. It's so much better than fb.
HEHEHE. I came across this super funny and interested post.
Go to tumblr.com/block
type facebook.com and click block.

DID YOU SEE THE USERNAME HAHAHA I WAS LITERALLY LAUGHING OUT LOUD.
Omg why is Tumblr so awesome.

It named facebook.com as thelosersite

OMG TUMBLR FTW. <3 <3 <3

2011-06-06T10:44:00.001+08:00

My cousin came to sleepover.
We were watching very random videos. Funny ones. Hehehe until around 2?
And we finally got tired and went to bed. But we started talking alot till 3 ++ and knocked out.
She woke at 8+ the next morning and forced me to wake up at 9!!!
Grrrrrrr I was so tired I could've slept more! Especially when her snoring bothered me so much. That I had to listen to my iPod so I couldn't hear her.

After that we were watching Jennifer's Body halfway when we realised we were late for ktv.
Took a cab there and sanggggggggggggg like nobody's business. HEHE.

My sister joined us after awhile because she just came back from her camp.

It was fun! Then we went back to my house and we started checking on the Geolens spree.
As a return customer, blogshop owner gave us a discount and it's only $9 per pair!!!!!!!
Can you believeeeeeeeeee it's freaking $9 and it's not a lousy one okay. I have tried it once alr thats why I can buy it again. Ikr super awesome somemore can last for 3 years sealed and one year after opening. One year!!!!
But this is their last spree already. :( x

2011-06-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

It's so unreasonable.
I tried my best to be always there for you. In fact, I always am.
You were the one who decides when you wanna reply and when you don't want to. Like huh? Yup you tell me all your problems and I appreciate it. And of course I try my best to give you advices/comfort. And all of a sudden, I didn't even end the conversation and you just decide not to reply. Okay and I didn't say a shit when you text me in the next morning pretending like it didn't matter at all.
Then one day you apologized for neglecting me. I was glad you actually realized. But since you apologize I'll just forget about the matter.
Today I just gave a pretty late reply and you are saying so it's my turn to ignore you.

Do you realize you are being vey unfair here? You can choose not to reply me completely and I can't give you a late reply.

So at least now you know how it feels like to be not replied to a message that can be replied?
But you are STILL doing it again.

WTF do you treat me as?

2011-06-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

Okay so ptc today was nothing. It was really unnecessary for my sis to come. I could've just came alone. I saw people from other classes also came alone wad -.-

She was so bored while waiting for the teacher and she actually wanted to camwhore in the hall -.- But I don't have such a thick skin like her. HAHA.

We went to s313 after that. Only shopped at F21/New Look/Cotton On and we had cravings for barcook. HEHE. So we went down to Raffles and there was a freaking long queue. I guess it was due to lunch time! But we still waited hehehe.

We went to AMK for idk what. And then cwp and went home.

I need to do something to my hair. Nothing's wrong. But it's just getting boringgggggggggggg.

Bored

2011-06-03T19:25:00.002+08:00

1. What is your full name?
Koh Carin

2. When is your birthday?
13 April

3. Do you have a bf/gf?
Nope.

5. Who is your last text from?
Jonas.

6. What does it say?
It starts with 'Yupppp..' and ends with 'dayssss!' HEHE it's too long I'm lazy to type.

7. Do you get along better with guys or girls?
I've got fairly the same no. of friends from both sides I guess.

8. How many siblings do you have?
One elder sis.

9. What is the date today?
3 June 2011.

10. Where were you born?
Singapore. TMH.

11. What is your favorite color?
Red (Y)

12. What is your favorite drink?
Hmmm...... Omg I don't have a fav drink leh. But recently I've been drinking green tea (tea bag) cos I heard it's very good for health LOL.

13. What is your favorite food?
My craving always changes LOL no fav food either. Haha.

14. What is your favorite song?
I listen to alot of Taylor Swift, Avril Lavigne. And alot of kpop songs. Hehehehehe.

15. What color is your shirt?
Pink :x

16. When was the last time you went shopping?
Few hours ago. At s313.

17. What color are your eyes?
Dark brown?

18. Do you like guys/girls with long or short hair?
I like guys with short hair and girls.............. both are fine. :) But I admire those girls who have a pixie cut but still look damn pretty.

19. What's your religion?
Christian. :)

20. Do you have a drivers license?
Nope still underage. :D

21. What color is your room?
Woah idk leh. I'm too lazy to go and check. It's a colour very near to white. I think it's either light yellow or light pink. HAHA.

22. What time is it?
7:11 PM. Woah nice time.

23. Is it windy outside right now?
Doubt so. It's summer~ super hot. Okay mayb sg doesnt have summer but it's still freakin warm.

24. Did you notice that there is two 22's and no 23?
YES and I changed it HAHA.

25. Can you do splits?
Used to be able to back in april. So long never stretch alr I dont think can. LOL.

26. Do you have any pets?
Hammies.

27. What color is your mom's car?
My mum can't drive. Hahahah.

28. What is your least favorite chore?
I know I sound pampered but, I don't really do chores :x

29. When is the last time you mowed your lawn?
I don't need to because I don't have LOL.

30. What are you listening to right now?
I'll be back 2pm.

31. Do you shower daily?
Duhhhhh!!!

32. McDonalds or Burger King?
Eww none. Okay McD.

33. How often do you brush your teeth?
Twice a day.

34. Have you ever shoplifted?
I don't rmb but I doubt so LOL.

35. How often do you lie to your parents?
Very often.

36. What color is the carpet in the room you are in?
Hmm it's alot of colours. Mainly yellow.

37. Name 3 friends that are guys.
Angguan Jerald How Yi. Super random ok.

38. Name 3 friends that are girls.
Melissa Marilyn Nikki

39. Look to your left. What are 2 things you see?
It's alotttttttttttttttttttttt of things. Okay the nearest one is my phone and earpiece. LOL.

40. What color is your hair?
Black/dark brown.

41. What is the last book you read?
Chrysalids LOL. Haven't even finish :x

42. What is your favorite TV show?
WGM I think hehe.

43. Are you going to go to college?
It depends.

44. If you were on a deserted island with one person, who would you want that person to be?
****************** HEHE.

45. If someone you don't know smiles at you, do you think it's weird?
A little bit. But I'll smile back! Unless it's some creepy man luh.

46. Would you say you are popular, unpopular, or inbetween?
Unpopular.

47. What do you usually do on a friday night?
Nothing in particular.

48. Are you addicted to bebo?
No.

49. Was this quiz entertaining?
Nope

50. Anything you want to say before you go?
Yesterday I realised being single is awesome k bye.

2011-06-02T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hehehehehe ^^

It's ptc tomorrow! (parent-teacher conference)
It's sooooooooo irritating because I already told Robin Ng that my parents 100% cmi and I already said I will collect the report book myself. Just like in sec 2!
But this year, annoyingly, they say they won't return the report books unless they see your parent. @#$%^&*!
So I'm going with my sister tomorrow -.- How stupid is that. I mean like, seriously?!?
Plussssssss that person must be 21 and above omg why is this so dumb and my sister is not 21, but I just lied to him to save unnecessary trouble.

So these past few days I've been watching alottttttttttt of movies. On the net. Hahaha and yesterday I watched like 2 gory movies in a row with my sissy. Eeeeeeeeew it was really gross.
The Crazies, Daybreakers.

Plot of Daybreakers is nice though. About a world full of vamps where human are endangered and this will cause the vamps to starve (they need human blood to survive) so yeah there's alot of gory bloody scenes I was srsly disturbed ew.

The Crazies, plot average. Pretty similar to 28 days. Where alot of people got some sort of virus and ite they have to kill everyone. It's so dumb because some weird people invented the virus so that people will die because they wanna control the population. -.- Uh excuse me?

Then I was watching alot of cartoon. Anastasia, little mermaid 1/2/3, mulan 1/2, beauty and the beast, cinderella 1/2........ & I forgot others already. Miss them!! They're really nice shows.

Why do I feel so busy when I'm actually doing boliao things -.-

Taman 2011

2011-06-01T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!

Yup so I just came back from Taman Negara! It was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Bonded with my class alot! Had lots of fun, and it was really nice when everyone helped each other regardless of gender/ whether you guys are close or not. Weeeeeeee love 3Endurance <3

It was a really good experience. There's so many things to share but, there's too many. LOL.

Marilyn Celine Melissa Nikki Nicole Rosa Angguan Jerald How Yi Hao Wei Gary. :D Hehehe I had lotsssssss of good times with these awesome peeps. :D Man, they're really fun to be with. :D

I miss Taman already.

Officially moved on.

2011-05-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

Fishtail :)

School was better than alright.
Fun, laughter, fooling around, teasing, gossipz...............
Pretty much like the usual.
Gonna miss it for awhile. :)
HEHE I love my class. It's crazy noisy bitchy rebellious and fun.
Can't wait for the class chalet!!! :D

Alrightz leaving for Taman tomorrow already, I hope it'll turn out fine. And fun. :)
See you peeps on Friday!
<3

2011-05-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Okay so sissy and I changed our minds because after we got ready, bathed and all, we slacked a little and got too lazy to go all the way down to bugis. It was also partly because my cousin cmi, so it's a twee bit more boring without her.

So we spent our day at home, again, finished gossip girl so I can return it to A tmr. And after that we were left with nothing to do. :( and then we regretted not headin out earlier.

Tomorrow is kind of the last day of school. And after the camp E will be leaving. Hi dude hopefully you will pass by this post. Take care over there! Will miss you. ;) and then I have no idea what to do during the holidays.

I had a good chatz with J. He was fun and we have alot to talk about. :)

I've got so many things to buy ~ but I'm broke. TT

You know you love me. XOXO

2011-05-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

Havent been on the comp for a few days already. Have been pretty much addicted to Gossip Girl (thanks to Shana!) hehehe.

And I haven't pack my camp stuffs yet. Like, not at all. Haven't even decide which bag to use..... And I seriously dont look forward it. But hopefully it will be over very soon! I'll be going on Tuesday, back on friday!

So see you guys till then!
Going to Bugis now with sissy~

Bye.

I'm sad

2011-05-19T16:51:00.001+08:00

She's so adorable.

2011-05-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

Hehe hi world!

Alrightz nothing much happened today. Just that I realised..........

My (favourite!) VS body mist gonna finish soon. :( So I'm currently using TBS one my lovely cousin gave.

But I still prefer sweet daydream. *hints* Someone buy for me preaseee~ ^^^

My mama bought me a pretty pink torch!

Too sweet to be used in camp!!

And then we went to cwp to have our luncher/lunner/or whatev word that can combine lunch+dinner LOL.
Walked and shopped around here and there.....................
Why can't cwp have f21 since it's like renovating.. :(

Bumped into people I didnt expect to ever see again ahaha and yup went home and thats all bye.

Quuuuuuiz

2011-05-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

Where were you last night?
- Home hahaha.

What is today’s date?
- 2011 May 17 tuesday and it's a holiday for me hoho (Y)

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
- Hmmm one of my girlfriends. {:

When you’re at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
- Don't go to the grocery store often :x

Has anyone ever sang to you?
- Teehee yes. :) Loved it :D

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
- I doubt so :x

Who do you text the most?:
- recently B and C.

How do you make your money?
- Don't earn any cash yet.

First person to text today?
- Joel lol.

What is your favorite color?
- RED. (L)

What color are your eyes?
- Brown

Do you like your parents?
- Yeap. :)

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
- Sleep!

How long does it take you to shower?
- 15-30mins.

What did you do on New Years Eve?
- Cousin's house. {:

Can you speak any other language than English?
- Chinese, a little canto and hokkien and KOREEEEAN! Hehehehe. {:

What is the last letter of your middle name?
- N.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
- Slept at 3am eww.. I woke at 9am so it's um 6hours omg sucks I want 10 hours of sleep.

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?:
- I'm mostly at the back of the car so nope.

Are you scared of flying?
- Kind of.

What do you sleep in?
- Tshirt and shorts.

Do you like funny people or serious people?
- Funny people!!!

What are you listening to?
- Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely~ HAHA Lonely by 2NE1.

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
- Bracelet/bangles, that anklet I always wear and um earrings.

What do you have planned for tonight?
- Shopping with my mum. :)

Do you prefer myspace or socialsplash?
- None.

Last movie you saw in theaters?
- Woah can't remember. Was it Tangled?

Last thing you ate?
- Grapes :D

What was last thing you drank?
- Water.

Are you happy right now?
- Guess so! :)

Who makes you happiest right now?
- Friends/family. :)

What were you doing at midnight last night?
- On the comp. Watching My Princess ^^

Are you left handed?
- Nope.

What was for dinner tonight?
- No idea.

When is your birthday?
- 13 April.

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
- Hopefully. Hahahaha.

I'm just bored.
Going to cwp with mummy now! Have been wanting to go uniqlo but there's always a freaking long queue like @#$%^&*! so hopefully we can go in today.
And why is cotton on becoming more and more like F21 ?!

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely

2011-05-16T19:38:00.001+08:00

Hi.

Haha I've decided to not neglect my blog already. {:
Since I'll be bored especially it already feels like holiday to me........
Have not been to school for 7 days! Plus tomorrow, extreme shiokness. :D
I shall try to take random pictures everyday and spice up this white space to entertain myself. LOL.
Okay so here is what happened today.............

Weehee I tried to tie a bow with my hair! My first attempt, a little fail la but it was a satisfaction okay, felt like giving up because at first I couldnt figure it out how to do it. But it turned out to be as easy as 123! Talala. Feel like tying this out except it's super act cute and it's not because I love Gaga or what.

I'm in desperate need of losing weight. Moi lunch.

Hehe was buffing my nails while watching My Princess (korean dramaaaa!(Y))

The new baby girl my mama is babysitting. Cuteeeeee rightz. Only 55 days! Hehe.

Okie thats all from morning till now (7.32pm) and I'm going to........ Continue watching My Princess keke.

Anyone have the camp packing list? I didnt go to the briefing that day. :x

Talking about camp...................
I dont really look forward to it. :( Not trying to act like princess or what but I really dont like to get dirty. And there's like night walk........canopy walk............abseiling........... rafting............ sleeping in the cave............ bathing with cave water..........bats............walking in the swamp.............
Oh God.

Redz

2011-05-16T13:53:00.002+08:00

Some pictures taken the other day after our last paper. :)

Massive camwhoring on the escalator at ion

Outside ion toilet!

Hehe in the handicapped toilet, had to rush in and out quickly! Super funny. Though failed attempt, because this woman saw us when she came out of the toilet. ><

In the neoprint booth at cineleisure :) Neoprints not enough, so more camwhoring inside HEHE.

Escalator~

HAHA Celine with her red moustache.

Walked around orchard and somerset hahaha.
We even got lost on the way to FEP, thanks to me :x

Teehee me had fun. <3

you're the apple to my pie

2011-05-15T18:53:00.001+08:00

I just realize I actually have a cute ang moh neighbour living below me.
So handsomeeee!!

I was on my way home and he was waiting for the lift. ARGH with his huge bike so there's no way I could get in with him. So I just stood outside watching him go into the lift with his bike. Then he looked at me with his super uber cute big blue eyes and say, "Wanna come in?"

OMG AQFEOWYDKGLMXBDPO I ALMOST DIED.

But I just said it's okay.......

Aiya should have went in right.
Small space in the lift = little space between us.

HAHAHAHAHA just kidding!

I asked my mum about it when I got home and she say he's a mix and the big old angmoh we often see at the lift in the morn is his dad.
Ok I'm gonna smile and say hi to his dad now. LOL.
And hopefully..... Ok idk.

He's just damn cute la alrightz byex

Five Reddies

2011-05-14T12:13:00.003+08:00

Yay had a fun day with the girls.
Love them! <3

I might be neglecting this blog........ Too lazy to post. Nobody really reads them anyway.

So bye!

walking down the street

2011-05-10T22:27:00.003+08:00

OMG TOMORROW IS THE LAST. PAPER. I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY ALREADY.
Going out with my awesome girlfriends hehehe can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saw xh in the train in the morn today. He'd grown so much hair that he can like tie it but it makes his head look big LOL. Kay as usuals received tons of insults and sarcasm LOL and there was this disgusting ah tiong (no offence to any The People's Republic of China citizens) who freaking burped twice in my face. Gross to the extreme!!!!!!!

ARGH nvm the exams are (to-be) over I am a happy happy girl k bye.

you are my sunshine my only sunshine

2011-05-09T19:29:00.003+08:00

Why does the weather feels like 10000000 degree Celsius to me ARGH.
Even the tap water is like boiling water wtf.
I can't even have my 15min power nap properly &$@%# I hate hot weathers.

pathetic

2011-05-07T21:30:00.001+08:00

Omg it's like Saturday and going Sunday and I haven't touch Physics.
2011 mye officially sucks.
None of the papers are satisfyingly done.

Amaths is so difficult.
Me no one to ask wan kuai oweidy sob sobz.

And I can't concentrateeeeee why am I even here ARGH k bye.

crazy mad nuts fruity week

2011-05-06T13:02:00.003+08:00

Okay so this week has been crazy.
Emaths paper 1, social studies, emaths paper 2, literature, history, hmt...
All screwed. Not exaggerating or what but.. Sigh-- forget it.

Left amaths chem phy. All the super heavy subj. And I'm done! :)

Sigh sigh I'm fat k bye.

meow

2011-05-05T19:16:00.003+08:00

Eww seriously can't stand copycats especially when you have told them right in their face to stop copying you before and they ignores and continue happily and all you are left to do is to just stand there and watch him/her burn. K just kidding. (Replace burn with a suitable vocab yourself. )
And when you do something new they starts to copy again. But now you will just be too lazy to go straight into their face and tell them because you know they wont give a shit. Plus it makes you look petty. ARGH.
So people who tends to be un-original, please automatic yi dian.

where'd you go I miss you so

2011-05-04T16:45:00.003+08:00

Once again,

I CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER LAH ARGH ZNXMOELWPAMKZSQRBND.

It always turn to be bullshit

2011-05-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

I did not wish for my best friend's ex to fall for me. I don't even have the slightest affection towards him. He is the one who keeps coming. I've shown annoyance already but he ignores them. Is it still my fault?

I don't wanna study so hard anymore.
So many people studied so hard but they ended up nowhere.
So what for?

I even made sacrifices and lost someone important. Studies.. It's just something dead. It doesn't worth that much to me now.

How ironic, now that studying is the only thing I can focus on, I don't feel like it.

I guess I'll just try my best...

I just wanna be an ordinary person.

90 questionz

2011-05-01T21:41:00.003+08:00

Ninety questions. Not really. I might skip some if I don't feel like answering.
I'm too bored.

1. What was the highlight of your week? Hmmm nothing. Ikr no life.

2. Whose car were you in last? Nobody.

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? Probably tomorrow. Kidding. Not anytime soon.

4. What color shirt are you wearing? Black.

5. How long is your hair? Longest strand is at the end of my back. My hair is layered though.

6. Are you good looking? I don't think so. Not being humble or anything.

7. Last movie you watched? Woah can't remember.

8. Who were you with? People in school... Ah this is stupid.

9. Last thing you ate? yogurt.

10. Last thing you drank? Boiled apple juice. {:

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken? Hmmm.. Last year I guess.

12. Who came over last? Sean? LOL came to steal notes.

13. Are you happy right now? Neutral.

14. What did you say last? For text is "lol bye"

15. Where is your phone? Using it now to do this quiz.

16. What color are your eyes? Dark brown.

17. Are you left-handed? Nope.

18. Spell your name without vowels: Crn

19. Do you have any pets? Two hamsters. ^^

21. What do you dislike currently? The fact that I'm wasting time doing this quiz instead of studying.

22. What are you listening to? Nothing.

25. Who makes you happiest? Friends, family

26. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping.

27. When is your birthday? April 13

28. Who has the same phone as you? I guess almost everyone has an iPhone4.

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool? Longlonglonglong time ago. Probably last last year.

30. Do you read your horoscope? Only in teenage mag.

31. Where was the last place you bought something? Was it cotton on? Can't remember.

32. How do you feel about your hair right now? Fat loose braids.

33. Do you bite your nails? No. Used to when I was young. Gross.

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery? I guess the most ex one is the necklace my grandma gave me (for my 21st bday Ikr crazy). I expected some gold carved ones or sth. But it's a sweet silver heart. ^^ totally wearable omg love her.

38. Have you ever smoked? Nope! :)

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school? Literature.

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? Hmm fun nice cute.

42. Do you have any hidden talents? Not that I know of.

43. Favorite Song? Too many. Basically Taylor Swift and Avril Lavigne.

44. Do you like to sing at all? Yeah :)

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? One sister.

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? Not really.

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? Shit it's so late.

50. Do you drink? Yeah.

51. Know any other languages? A little Korean teehee.

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding? Yeah cousin's. Goig to Ms Chong's in June!! :D

54. Do you have any children? Lol no!

55. Did you take a nap today? Idk if it's considered nap.. 7pm to 830. LOL.

57. Ever met anyone famous before? Sadly no.

58. Do you want to be famous one day? Nah.

64. Ever been out of the country? Yes.

65. Where were you born? Singapore.

66. Could you handle being in the military? No way.

67. What is your average cell phone bill? $60 +/-

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own? less than 10 pairs.

71. Are your toes always painted? Yes.

72. How many piercings do you have? 2.

74. Have you ever been gambling? Yeah. It's between family and friends though.

75. When is the last time you updated your page? What page?

76. Do you like rollercoasters? Yeahhh.

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world? Nope.

79. Last thing you cooked? Can't rmb. Don't really (know how to) cook.

80. How’s the weather? Hot but ironically I'm having a horrible flu. Used up one roll of paper alr.

81. Do you e-mail? Sometimes.

82. What’s the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?

83. Last time you were sick? Now :(

86. Do you take all the QuizPox.com quizzes? No didn't even know about that site.

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have? Yeah.

2011-05-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

I wanna be pretty and happy.

2011-04-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh can't wait for exams to be over.

- kbox sing like mad
- sleepover with my girlfriends
- great sale should be coming by then. Shop like a bitch.
- lose weight work out everyday with Kar En
- Marina Barage with Cher and LP
- sleep at 5am wake up at 3pm ( Woah I miss those times )
- a nose job. HEHE KIDDING.
k bye I'm not done with the list!

2011-04-26T20:12:00.002+08:00

For the first time I actually found napfa test fun. LOL.
Haha I guess gathering tips and secretz from the pros actually helped. HEHE.

Nowadays I've been addicted to grapes. I think they're awesome k bye I hate exams and jerks who hurt my friends.

2011-04-24T13:59:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna analyze some assumptions/statements made by people.

1. "Only pretty people likes to take pictures."
This is so not true. It's stupid. People take pictures because they can keep it and remember that significant event. Unless you have a million pictures of your own face and the only diff is the position of your lips. Wait that's not for pretty ones. I didn't say it's for stupid dumbass people. Maybe it's for weird and unique ones. :)

2. "They call themselves ugly just because they wanna attract attention and they want/are waiting for people to deny that statement."
Hmm this might be.. 30% true? But some people are really just insecure of themselves and think that they are ugly. Not everyone is as confident as you think they are. A lil assurance and encouragement for them won't hurt.

3. People who wanna commit suicide would have died alr. They won't be telling people about it. "Omg I wanna die. My life sucks. I'm infront of my window deciding if I should jump." Stupid or what?! Same goes for people who cut themselves. "Hey look I cut myself yesterday." -speechless- seriously, people have to stop gaining attention in the dumbest and annoying way. But contradicting, there are some people who really need help when they tell you about it. They need assurance from you to tell them that life is precious and they are loved.

4. Those who always say they don't study are normally those who mug like crazy.
Not entirely true. There are really some people who don't study and say so. Lol.

5. All the best guys you can find on this planet, regardless of looks/character/personality or whatever talent, are gays.
Sadly this is true.

2011-04-22T08:27:00.000+08:00

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?

- Bullshit la.

2011-04-16T11:20:00.002+08:00

Yay my birthday was awesome. Thank you so much to so many people (for the presents/ cards/ wishes), esp my clique, who did so much! Xiexie!!
The scrapbook was like nice to the most extremeee zomg. Damn touched!! And the two hamsters are the cutest ever, love them!!

I'm so happy I have the most amazing friends hehehe. :D

Celine Melissa Marilyn Nikki *inserts millions of hearts and hugs and kisses*

2011-04-11T18:50:00.002+08:00

Still alive and kicking.
But studies are really killing me. Especially when I don't have any tuition and when I get home to do my work, majority of the time I would be playing the staring game with those papers and books. You know the feeling really sucks because you have nobody to turn to and you seriously don't have a shit clue what isit all about.

And then when you're in school either everyone claims that they don't know or they don't have the time and just push you aside and pretend you're not there.

Of course not everyone is like that. I'm not assuming..

Still, studies is not my everything. I still enjoy school life.

2011-04-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hi there,
You are all over my head.
And she must be all over yours.

2011-04-06T20:21:00.002+08:00

OMG I can't believe my mum and I was like going gaga and talking about super hot ang moh guys.
Cos you know I live near sas (spore American school), so I see Caucasians very often everywhere, (Teehee Ikr so lucky ;D) and they are ALL super good looking and cute lah. At least for the ones I always meet at the traffic light every
Wednesday HAHA. Then today my mum was like telling me to quickly look at them (but of course I have noticed the boys wayyyyyyy before she first saw) and we were gushing over them lah! LOL.
Anyway they really have super perfect nose and stunning eyes oh my gosh they don't even have to wear contact lenses to have those eyes!!! And we were like squealing hahahahah omg can you imagine the weird scene.

Aww mannnn I swear he is so cute and totally can be compared to Zac Efron.

2011-04-05T18:49:00.003+08:00

Today in Physics class....

Mr Robin Ng: Okay let's have... Carin! What is v?

Carin: Um.. Velocity?

Mr Ng: Yeah final velocity or initial velocity?

*Melissa whispers to me: initial initial!*

Carin: Initial velocity?

Mr Ng: Yes! Final velocity right!

*everyone around me starts laughing*

Mr Ng: Oiy!! What's so funny about her answering final velocity?!?!

*more laughter comes after*

I owned credit because of his bad hearing.
PWNED.

2011-04-03T22:10:00.002+08:00

Bigger eyes nicer brows smaller and sharper nose smaller face flawless face nice jawline thinner arms smaller waist bigger boobs longer and slimmer legs nice ass.

The only thing I don't need to change is my lips.
LOL. Pathetic.

Blahblahblah.
Okay Ikr nobody is perfect and I should be happy with whatever I have...

2011-04-02T22:18:00.002+08:00

Sigh today was super unproductive.
For this whole week since Monday, I keep delaying alot of things I gotta do to like, a weekend. Because I just dont have the mood in the weekdays.
Then finally it's Friday Friday gotta do alot of things, then I can't remember what I had to do. And I just sit in front of the comp and surf the net all night. Super waste of time. Like I kept telling myself to stop but I cant resisttttttttttttttttttttttt the freaking temptation.
ARGH.

Then it's yay saturday like free the whole day need to accomplish things like prolly finish the few qns in my maths ws. BUT it's so difficult I cant handle them myself lah. Plus I'm lazy to crack my brain cells and find solutions. I don't even try them. I just stared back at the qn and go, ah forget it.
So ite, comp 24/7. I've been going to clicknetwork.tv HEHE it's so entertaining.
But sigh sigh sigh this is going nowhere I need to stop.
Help. :(

It's like 10.24pm now and I havent done a single shit.
Oh God what is this.

I just wasted 2 whole days doing practically NOTHING.

2011-04-01T16:46:00.003+08:00

I wanna go back in time so badly. And change it. To make it better.
But now Chrysalids is sort of telling me something. It's like tribulation happened for a reason and people shouldn't think of going back. And maybe it all turned out like that for some reason and I should rebuild something new and look forward to the future instead of hoping to be like the past, and certainly make it better.
Ikr it's bad... But I can't help only to hope for a miracle that might never happen.

"Well, we might try being ourselves, and build the world that is, instead of for one that's gone."
- Uncle Axel

2011-03-29T21:49:00.001+08:00

I'm in a fucking bad mood.

2011-03-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW'S THE DAY!
Really hope miracle can happen and nothing will go wrong. *crosses fingers*
Omg I'm getting more and more nervous as the time passes.
And it's so sweet. I'm actually getting good luck wishes and encouragement texts from people.
Touched by how we care for each other's cca. ;)
Appreciate it!! <3

2011-03-27T13:59:00.004+08:00

I think there's nothing wrong with plastic surgery. :)
Not because I'm a korean craze or what.
I just thought it's absolutely fine, if it gives you confidence.
TEEHEE.

2011-03-26T18:47:00.002+08:00

They say that everyone has that right person for them. And I'm suspecting mine got hit by a car.
Kjustkidding.

My syf is like in two days. Yay or nay?

Yay:
It's finally over. After that we can really have a good rest and concentrate on our priorities. And it's something that we can finally stop worrying about.

Nay:
It's too fast. We are not prepared for it yet. Everything's still in a mess. We still need more time to perfect things.. And after syf, it's also the last dance with our seniors. :(

I wanna go back in time. Those stressless days when nobody judges. No worries about studying. When school was like a playground where everyone just hang around and have fun.

I don't wanna grow up.

2011-03-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

Everybody says that getting over someone is easier said than done.
But my friend told me that it is easy to say, and easier to do. It just depends on yourself and whether you wanna do it.
It kinda make sense.
But what if deep down you actually don't want to? Or you're not ready yet?

"Then you'll be stuck in the same spot forever because nobody will wait with you."

We should start to move on. Everyone has to.

2011-03-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

Promises have become such an easily-said word, now that it kind of worth nothing.
Like people just say it without thinking.
Or just for the sake of saying it.
While the promised person would be so naive to think, okay he/she just made a promise and it can't be broken! So yay.
And then the promiser would break the promise by accident/intentionally and either say a stupid sorry or pretend that they didn't make that promise or forget all about the promise.

In conclusion, promises is just an 8 letter word that absolutely means nothing.
P.s. Only when they are made by arsehouzx.

2011-03-19T21:52:00.001+08:00

SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO GET RID OF MY PANDA EYES. :'(

2011-03-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

For a moment I felt super dumb.
Like the whole stupidity thang recycles again.
I should stop being an idiot like seriously.
Over a disgusting basket that's carrying cakes without icing.

Oh God.
I promise this would be the last time.

2011-03-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

It's okay. Copycats just shows how cool and awesome you are...
Even though the fact that they did really annoys you.

Dude be original.

2011-03-12T23:25:00.001+08:00

What if heaven is a better place?

2011-03-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

Finished Secret Garden in 2 days. It's been so long since I have rushed a Korean drama like that. Kay lah not that long like the last time was during the dec hols. {:
Anw it's like an awesome show. So cute and funny and unrealistic and fairytale-like. A must-watch!!!
Rate 5/5 ;D

Next is Siwon's Athena! :DDD

Just kidding. I've got tons of homework plus I gotta go to school for like 5days which is = normal school days. Wth?
& I think tuesday's physics makeup lesson is the dumbest.

But I don't think I can skip it anymore. If not it'll be the 4th time I'm skipping school-related ~~stuffs~~ shitz this year.

Argh I hate school k bye.

2011-03-10T14:24:00.003+08:00

Yay finished ICT.
But I anyhow did my history.
Can't be bothered already.

Off to watch Secret Garden!
Though the era is gone alr..... But I still wanna watch! All the korean stars have been talking and crying because of it. Even Big Bang has a parody of it!

And omg I'm not talking about the one that talks about crazy people shown in channel U.

K BYE!
HAPPY PILLS.^^

POPPY IS A LESBIAN.
She enjoys kissing me with the tongue alot.

2011-03-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

Had to went back to sch for chinese oral and dance.
Before that met up with Chriz. He was so freaking late @#$%^&!
So I reached school at 3pm when I'm supposed to reach at 245. *points index finger at him*

Chinese oral was alright. But I kept stummering. Dayummm. And Angguan came and distracted me (he kept looking at me and walking around behind my examiner!) and I had to ask the teacher to give me some time for me laugh. Ridiculous right.

Ohmygosh dance was super stressed today.
All the teachers got so worked up, angry, pissed etc.. Received really bad scoldings. D:

Kkkkkkkk I've finished most of my ICTs yay.
I'm left with Emath and History. (for tmr! (thurs))
Hoho I was so happy Eugene helped me with physics.(THANKS A MILLION!!!!*insert hearts*) I almost died with the calculations and whats with measuring the cube through the comp?!? That's the dumbest thing ever.

And I think I'm not going for the aerospace thingy. Too lazy to.....
Besides I'm not even interested in learning how to (drive?) a plane. K whats that word whats that word. The word that pilots do to the plane. LOL.

I'll just tell Robin Ng that I forgot all about it. (And then receive tons of sissy naggings about how I've paid for this and it was so interesting and how it will help for my physics and the consequences of missing one lesson and how irresponsible I was and blahblahblah. It'll never end. He says whatever you can think of. And what you can not.)

Alrightz it's 11.41pm already I dont wanna meet 12am it's a scary time k bye!

2011-03-06T16:37:00.002+08:00

Okay my saturday was good.
Went to piano in the morning.
Met up with my cousin and sister after that.
Went to Orchard. Walked along the streets, entered in and out of shopping malls, spent most of the time in FEP.....
We got bored of Orchard and went to Nex in Serangoon. Keke.

The MRT trip was hilarious and super embarrassing!
My cousin was such a public nuisance HAHA. She started saying about this good-looking guy in red and there was like this other f** red guy who came in the train that time and I asked if she was refering to him (which I obviously was being sarcastic) and he was playing psp and she just literally described him out loud and .......... ok nevermind. HAHA.

Then this old uncle came to ask us if there's this new shopping centre in Serangkang.

Oooooops. I hope you spot the mistake if not you can go idk slap yourself for not knowing spore k just kd.
I feel superrrrr bad because three of us just burst out laughing really loudly. >< Then my cousin started correcting him in those omg-super-funny-omg-idk-how-to-describe-way.
I just couldnt help it lah! Because before that we were already laughing mad about some stuffs and then another joke came in and one laugh leads to another (yknow that kind of thing!!) Hahaaaaaaaaaaa zomgxc.

Okay um. Then we had this uber nice frozen yogurt omg!! It's glacious yogurt if I'm not wrong, cant rmb. Love it love it. ^^
But we were kind of pissed off because we always say we'll come back again to certain places but ite when we got out of there we couldnt go back! Super irritating. But oh well.

Went home at around 10 +++, dog tired, fell asleep straight.
(Yes I know what you are wondering I DID brushed my teeth before bed. )

K bye.

2011-03-04T17:35:00.000+08:00

OH. MY. GOSH. MY LEGGGGGGGGGZ.
They're killing me.